Why does it take tragedy and loss to get me to really grow and change?
Why can't I easily learn those critical lessons in my life without misery?
In the terms Jesus used: Why does a seed (me) have to fall to the ground and die to gain fruitfulness?
Lately I have asked a few people if they were better because of past tragedy in their lives - they all said yes. There are others that I have not needed to ask, it was obvious. I have to admit, I think it stinks.
I wish I could learn the big lessons from praying, reading the word, listening to teaching, discussing things with friends. Unfortunately, loosing one of my sons has taught me what a thousand sermons, lessons and discussions could not. At this point, I would much rather be ignorant and have him here - but there is no going backward.
I don't have any robust answers as to why there is so much pain, poverty and suffering in the world. I only know that for good or bad, pain is an effective teacher in my life. I also know I will do my best to avoid further pain - I don't like it.
It's a difficult but consistent message...
In Hebrews: No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.God, I wish I could learn all I needed to without pain. Unfortunately, I can't.
Moses wrote: Know then in your heart that as a man disciplines his son, so the Lord your God disciplines you.
David wrote: Blessed is the one you discipline, Lord, the one you teach from your law.
Jeremiah wrote: Discipline me, Lord, but only in due measure— not in your anger, or you will reduce me to nothing.
In Revelation, Jesus said: Those whom I love I rebuke and discipline. So be earnest and repent.
Help me to learn it all and waste nothing.
Mondays | Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of God.
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